Should I stay or should I go?

I'm bored. Bored out of my mind! Sickness is upon me and although I probably could get up, I'm just too tired.  I might have slept about 7 hours in the past three nights combined. 

Question: Why can't I sleep? 

Answer: Because I can't go one minute without a coughing fit and frenzy. (literally)

So here I'll lie, watching my Gilmore Girls, Little Mermaid, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory through the nights and days. Haha no wonder my roommate went home for the weekend! Can't blame her! So the next question comes: do I go to the Health and Wellness center? (or as we like to call it, the Wealth and Hellness center) Or do I putter through it for a couple more days to see if things start to look up? Honestly, it's just a cold right? I'll be fine. Usually I would never even consider medical attention for a stupid cold. But when i realize how swollen everything inside my throat is and then actually think how hard it is to breathe with it all like that... well, makes me wonder if they could do anything for me.  Guess we'll just have to see. 

Maybe I'll be able to decide after some Meet the Robinsons. 

Trying

Courage To Try

Simple People

I've spent a lot of time trying to understand myself

And I've watched others pass me by

Pass by like a thousand cars going down the street

As I stand here on the curb

Waiting in line

Waiting on time

All I wanna do 

Is quit being unsatisfied with who I am

I wanna become what I can from the inside

By having the courage to try

Courage to try

Others have suggested work that they think I should get into

But I am frozen waiting for a cure

Waiting like a star fish on the beach with my decisions keepin' me here

Thinkin' about work, thinkin' it could hurt

All I wanna do

Is quit being unsatisfied with who I am

I wanna become what I can from the inside

By having the courage to try

Courage to try

It takes a lot of ambition to find your own way

I've go to rely on my intuition 

All I wanna do 

Is quit being unsatisfied with who I am

I wanna become what I can from the inside

By having the courage to try

By having the courage to try

To try

To try.

 

I miss the simplest of people. 

Gross.

Birthday + Spring Break + Tons of fun things planned = Sydney Sick.

and no one is surprised.  (especially not myself.)