Please forward yourself to Red and Curly.

So... As is obvious I never write in this dang thing anymore.
I've lost motivation.
Sorry!
But!! I have good news, you can click on the link below and follow the blog that David and I are both doing together!

www.pcheartsbe.blogspot.com

You'll quickly notice that David writes in it much more than I do. There's a few reasons for this...
First he's just more responsible when it comes to those kinds of things.
Second he takes all the good blog subjects haha
Third I just find myself all too busy these days!

So I'll keep this one, but just know that I'll be writing in the other one a little more often!

I love you!

Family... isn't it about... time?

I love my family so much!! I really really do. I missed them a lot over the school year being away and all.  I'm glad I've had these past two weeks home to spend time with them.         They're great!

But man I'm sure glad I'm not staying home all summer. 

I'd go insane. 

Holy Kanolie!

Ok I can't even tell you how many hours of my life have been waisted away watching Jamie Cullum videos on YouTube.  This is one of the best ones, but of course there are many many MANY other good ones! I know it's kinda long, that's cause he does most the song improv! Then the last minute-ish is him introducing his band.  haha so I know it's long, but it's absolutely worth it! 

Enjoy...

arg.

Ok, so it's terrible that I haven't blogged in FOREVER and the first thing I can think of to write about is something that lately I've noticed completely drives me up the wall.  So let me get this off my chest, and then I'll quit complaining for a while...

"...sorry to bother..."

These three words.

They are horrible. 

Never end a conversation with me saying these three words.

It just makes me feel like I've been a jerk to the person that says it to me.  If they're really bothering me, it'll be obvious.  No need to end every single conversation like this.  It kinda makes me think that the person that said that thinks of themselves badly.  Like they are automatically putting themselves below me.  

Sure, I guess there are times that these words can be appropriate.  But when we're good friends? No need to say this.  We were having a perfectly normal conversation, but when I had to go this was thrown in. I didn't like it. 

ok.

That's enough of that.

Besides that what have I been  up to?  

BUSY!!!

With the end of the semester coming all way too fast on me, with summer jobs getting in place, with roommates, with going home lots lately, and... so much more it seems.

I'm so very ready for this semester to be over! While I really have loved it, I'm very ready for a break. I'm so excited for this camp! It's going to be a blast getting there.  I'm excited to spend more time this summer with family and friends! (A certain few in particular!) As ready as I am to get out of here for a few months, I'll miss this place.  I had great classes this semester, laughed oh so crazy hard with Hope, and was able to start getting involved in the Logan community making it feel much more like home.  

So lately I've grown so close to a certain friend of mine.  We've been on and off in the past, from friends, to dating, to friends, to nothing, to dating, to friends, to dating, to sorta dating, to friends, to nothing, to friends... haha what comes now? Well only the summer will tell... but I will admit, I'm quite excited.  He's the one that makes me smile through the tears and sleep when stress takes me over. We've had such a long past, going through everything imaginable.  I think I'm ready to come home and see him more than a couple times a month.  I'll be the first to admit I miss him.  

So the Sparknotes version:

-Don't end conversations with "sorry to bother you"

-I've been insanely busy.

-I'm ready to come home!

-I miss my best friend. 

:)

(oh, and ps-- I that sickness I had? I was sick for 3 and a half weeks. No worries, better now! ...ish. Just the regular college student life.)